Lost in "Fear"

Stupid.....isn't it? at the start of the high point of my life...after a lot of time of frustrations...a lot of time suffering for the past...


Yes...fear...everyone feels fear at a point in their lives...I felt it for real, real fear one that sofucates...makes your guts twist out of nothing...for the second time of my life now...something that I simply cannot control...something...that...I can't explain...
Losing one thing means losing everything now...how Ill I face everyone if I fail....how...Ill I face them, the ones I love and respect most.....

"Lost in fear...without knowing were to turn to..."