Gates to hell open?

Well not yet, but almost, wille I'm seeing how T3fun is going to manage their "new game" by now, got my two cents to post about it here.
with the ticket system announced, a lot of rage came down on the forums, players speaking their minds about it be in the good way or the bad way, not stating that I agree with one side or another but the fact that T3fun announced the ticket system a bit on top of the Open Beta release, made some people go uneasy over this game(again)
Yet, doesn't change the fact that they can't make it unplayable, or else, all their work is for nothing.
Before giving out any real OP about this matter of the tickets and ofc about if I'm going to be fully active with the guild on it, or not, depends much how T3fun is going to price this "tickets"
anyways countdown to the servers to open.

"Remember the dead, fight for the living."

blog post?

The gates of Hell open at 30\06

Now, some people know that I'm a gamer(some don't) for a bit of time I've been playing less and less mabinogi(due the fact that the community sucks and Nexon EU aint getting anything new to the game, and I got everything I need atm till G13+), been playing Final Fantasy XIV anddd the time to re-enter the gates of hell, hm? you don't know what I'm talking about? Hellgate London ofc, released on October 31 2007 It was developed by a team headed by former Blizzard Entertainment employees, some of whom had overseen the creation of the Diablo Series.
2008 the year that Flagship Studios finally announced bankruptcy, until 31 January 2009 Nanco Bandai Games provided free ongoing US/EU server support till the fall of Flagship Studios.
Hanbitsoft, took the rights of Hellgate London and re-created the game with the name of Hellgate London: Resurrection.(Original isn't it? lulz)
As of June 2011, Hanbitsoft's redesigned game is currently live in Korea, and the NA version is about the release.(open beta on 30\06\2011)
wanna know more about it? wiki here; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hellgate:_London
wanna head strait to the webpage? here; http://hellgate.t3fun.com/intro.html
Are you ready to face Hell?

London

The chance, finally got the chance of getting out of this forsaken place...with my brother moving soon to London he might find work for me there, and I can finally get out of portugal, I'm sick of this country...going to leave good friends here, but I have to move foward.

"Lost"

Odd, isn't it? second time felling "lost" in my life, looking back, all the mistakes I did, all the people I made suffer with my mistakes, I do deserve the stuff that keeps happening to me these last three years...
Losing the will to fight...not sure were to turn too now...

"Trust"

Now, this is something that a lot of people do out on the internet, so I decided to post about it, what is trust? (Synonyms: trust, faith, confidence, reliance, dependence) a lot of people will ask "why the fuck your speaking about this?" happends that on the internet I find a lot of people saying "you can trust me." or "I'm your friend, you can trust me." on real life this happends too, but can we really trust another that we never saw on real life, even the ones that we saw real life, can we trust them? with the current financial problems world wide and with the no solutions from the goverments a lot of people is going nuts, I wasn't a person of saying never before till a few days ago, but heck a person changes, and I change, I say never trust 100% or else you'll be pretty much disapointed on the end.
Why I am saying this? I had a "semi bad experience" today at work, that envolved the word "trust" I trusted a person, and I got backstabed, again, I know that it was my fault to begging with, I trusted to much a person, that teached me the lesson.

"Mabinogi"

"the world of jealous people", "the world of retards...", "the world of dreams...", we could continue down the road to call it all we want, Mabinogi is a mmorpg, fantasy life mmorpg, much like other mmorpg players have choices on it, I could bring my self down to explain details of the game, but theres no point on it, played this game for "a lot of time" spent a lot of money on this, most people ask "what for?", could go on details to explain the "why" but doesn't matter too.

Mabinogi was the world of dreams to me, mabinogi became the world of both dreams and nightmares to me, most of the ones that didn't play it, now reading this now wonder what kind of game is this one to make a person make a entry on is blog about it, check your self, if your living on EU, google for Mabinogi EU, if your living on NA, just go for Mabinogi NA.
How far I reached on Mabinogi? I can say I reached a strange "status" on it, not bragging or anything, I became on this game what I wanted...somehow, both hated and loved, was able to be noticed and unnoticed when I wanted.

And now, were am I on all of this?

...the company that manages the game, practically stopped with the updates to the game, pretty much stopping the events at the same time causing the community that wasn't good, to get worse.
Semi active, is the status that I give to my self on this game, drop on "Tir" sometimes, I may be around fishing, semi "afk", I might answer if I get "poked".

Well the Blog is alive again.

Took me some time to find out what to do with this, and heck, since I had nothing of importance to do, took a bit of time to finally re-organized my personal blog.
This place will be from now on were I'm going to speak up my mind, be happy\sad\mad\etc.